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Hannah Hannah KGF

I think any relationship suffers, whether with God or with people, when you don’t put the time or effort into it. As a girl I grew up surrounded by strong Christians. God was a part of my hour-to-hour life; he was close, he was real, and I loved him unreservedly. I would wake up and remember dreams where I was sitting on God’s lap, just chatting away. I was filled with the Holy Spirit and it never crossed my mind to try life without Jesus. But my faith had never been tested, my life had no hardships.

In my grade 11 year my family moved to Kelowna. I didn’t have your stereotypical teenage rebellious phase, but as the months went by Jesus slipped lower and lower on my priority list. He was crowded out by my perfectionistic drive to get the highest grades and to look beautiful.

I didn’t feel accepted by my youth group and I took it out on God. Gradually, I lost track of the joy I had had in Jesus, becoming more and more dissatisfied and depressed. I was crying out for help in some very unhealthy ways and nothing was working.

One day I realized how very much I still needed Jesus - and of course he took me back!

Today I still struggle. I still am tempted. But with God’s strength I am able to resist and overcome more and more temptations, and I am growing. I have a purpose in life and I wouldn’t want to do it without Him by my side.

Please, please, please take the time to spend on your relationship with Jesus, for “I am the vine; you are the branches.  If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.”  John 15:5

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Mike Penninga

Mike Penninga is first a foremost a son of God, a husband of Michelle, a father of 3, and a pretty good tennis player. A grad of Trinity Western University and ACTS seminary with a background in broadcast journalism, Mike has a passion for sharing the life changing news of Jesus Christ in understandable and captivating ways. He has been the lead pastor at KGF since March 2009.

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